As I've mentioned before, I would never seriously date anyone who wouldn't perform on camera with me. In my mind, there are very few serious tests of peace with one's self, such as skydiving, public speaking, and getting a cock shoved up your ass in front of 1,000 people. I've done all three, and the last one pays my mortgage.
That said, the potential objects of my affection last year included a guy so neurotic he had a hard time getting himself together to come over to my place (even though he lives a three minute walk away), and a sociopath who broke my heart then blamed me for having feelings and wonders why we can't still be friends. So, my system isn't perfect. lol
In the meantime, I do play off camera, testing the water for that perfect balance of crazy enough to do porn but sane and (self-)respectful enough to avoid sending rambling drunk texts. I like to fuck, I like to get fucked, and it's not always best to bring the camera out on the first hook-up. (Although, a startling number of my co-stars meet and hook up with me for the first time solely to go one cam!)
I'm writing this before I get cleaned up to go see "T" this afternoon. He's a terribly handsome Italian, with a SMOKIN' body. He loves my cock, and adventurous sex.
The other night, he texted me from his office, horny. I was instructed to drive to the parking lot and wait til he went on break. A few minutes after I arrived and texted him, he power walked out the front door of the building, got in the passenger's side of my car, and hungrily took my dick in his mouth. He sucked me hard, his mouth was so hot, and I blew a giant load down his throat. Some of it oozed out around his lips, down his beard. He got back out of the car without saying a word and went back inside. One or two other employees were going about their business in the parking lot the entire time, unaware.
I hope he checked his beard before he went back to his desk. lol
After I shower, I'm going over to his place to fuck his ass. I desperately want him to be on my cam show. Or maybe have dinner together. Will it happen? More will be revealed.